Trapped by Compulsion
I greet you with a smile.
" Hello!"
You stare at me for several long seconds.
Recognition first appears in your eyes.
You suddenly see "me."
A slow smile fills your face.
"Hello Mary!"
A hug quickly follows.
"You give the best hugs!" say I.
"I miss you Mary!"
"I miss you too!"
*********************************
Your day is filled with routine acts, some followed compulsively,
others not so much.
But, don't upset the routine!
I know that, but I sometimes become frustrated.
There is need to hurry you with a task that cannot wait.
But wait, it must.
Your time and mine are sometimes on different planes.
***************************************
Sometimes you appear trapped by your compulsions.
I cannot break it's grip.
I left you closing your blinds before retiring.
When I return much later you are still opening, then closing the blinds.
I am at a loss.
What can I do?
Then I ask a question.
"Can I have a hug?"
My arms open wide, inviting you in.
You stare at me for several long seconds,
then turn into my outstretched arms.
I tell you again, in all honesty.
"You give the best hugs!"
You smile at me with eyes that are now bright, knowing and simply reply.
"Yes!"
* First published September 2007 at azsky13.Newsvine.com Republished here in response to a post by Becky Sain on her blog "First Pages"
" Hello!"
You stare at me for several long seconds.
Recognition first appears in your eyes.
You suddenly see "me."
A slow smile fills your face.
"Hello Mary!"
A hug quickly follows.
"You give the best hugs!" say I.
"I miss you Mary!"
"I miss you too!"
*********************************
Your day is filled with routine acts, some followed compulsively,
others not so much.
But, don't upset the routine!
I know that, but I sometimes become frustrated.
There is need to hurry you with a task that cannot wait.
But wait, it must.
Your time and mine are sometimes on different planes.
***************************************
Sometimes you appear trapped by your compulsions.
I cannot break it's grip.
I left you closing your blinds before retiring.
When I return much later you are still opening, then closing the blinds.
I am at a loss.
What can I do?
Then I ask a question.
"Can I have a hug?"
My arms open wide, inviting you in.
You stare at me for several long seconds,
then turn into my outstretched arms.
I tell you again, in all honesty.
"You give the best hugs!"
You smile at me with eyes that are now bright, knowing and simply reply.
"Yes!"
* First published September 2007 at azsky13.Newsvine.com Republished here in response to a post by Becky Sain on her blog "First Pages"
4 Comments:
Beautiful Mary. What a beautiful and compelling piece.
Thank you Becky...
I'm so glad you re-published this because I missed it the first time, it's so pure and lovely!
Thanks for the smile!
Elizabeth, Thank you! I am glad you enjoyed it. I am planning on re-publishing a lot of my old stuff to this blog. I have some short stories and some prose, plus all that I wrote about my Mom.
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